Mid Life Monday- Office clean out

Whew.....what a day in the office clean out! I cleaned WAY more than just material things today! 💞 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ My office had become a space that I didn't enjoy being in. It was heavy and uninspiring. I spend quite a bit of time in here and it was weighing on me. 😩 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ I decided last month to do a full overhaul, and while I knew cleaning out a few items would just make me feel better, I had NO idea of the real elephant in the room! ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ In 2015 we had big dreams of building our dream home, which didn't happen. (that's a whole other story) Since then I have had a feeling of being "stuck" 😣 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ During my meditation this morning it asked what or who is holding you back? Hmmmm🙄 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ While cleaning today I came across all of the paperwork from the bank and 4 years worth of planners. I immediately realized that THIS was what was holding me back! I had never accepted that it wasn't the right time for us, but instead had anger and disappointment in my heart! 😠 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ So I took a moment, appied some oils, said some affirmations....and then I shredded and through it all OUT! ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Ahhh! It's a new beginning! 🌈